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Dec. 7th, 2008 @ 05:09 pm Blame PK
• YOUR BOY SIDE •
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own a car racing game.
[x] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You owned a DS, PS2, N64,or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You have watched sports on TV
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[x] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You used to collect hockey cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[ ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun
[x] You talk with food in your mouth.
[x] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[x] You have fished at least once

• YOUR GIRL SIDE •
[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] You go to your mom to talk.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like going to the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don’t like the movie Star Wars
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics
[ ] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[ ] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] You like putting make-up on others.
[x] You like being the star of everything.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

• Appearance •
[ ] I am shorter than 5'5".
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I sunburn easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I’ve had/have braces.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.

• Embarrassment •
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[x] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

• Health •
[x] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] Broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[x] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

• Traveling •
[x] I’ve driven / ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[x] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[x] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[x] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[x] I’ve been to Florida.

• Experiences •
[ ] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[x] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[x] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[x] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a musical.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[x] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[x] I’ve been snowboarding.

• Relationships •
[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.

[ ] I’m married.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

• Honesty / Crime •
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve ran a red light.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[x] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

• Death and Suicide •
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone/something dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

• Materialism •
[x] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ] I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collected comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie

• Random •
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I like white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest.
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Oct. 30th, 2008 @ 08:50 am Am I up? or am I down?
Its been two and a half weeks since I broke up with Jason.
Its amazing how much I miss him.

I've become a statistic, I was something I never thought I would be in a relationship.
I've helped friends through bad relationships, I've been strong for them, but yet I couldn't be strong for myself.

I was battered, bruised, beaten, insulted, hurt, and humiliated.
The verbal and physical abuse was so bad sometimes I had to leave on many occasions and sleep on a couch.
But yet i still yearned for his attention, his touch.  My friends would notice the bruises and I skipped out of the questioning.
I loved him.

I was controlled.  I couldn't go places I wanted to go, see people I wanted to see.  I counted the days until he was at work for the night to get peace and see people I didnt see.  I never had a second to myself. 

But yet here we are three days before his stuff is out of the apartment and Im all kinds of sad that he wont be there anymore.
I have a great life, I know this.

I have a great family, great friends, a excellent job, great apartment.  I'm excelling at softball.  I have helped build RAtC into the largest Garou game in OWbN.  But I'm scared to death I'm going to be alone.
Do I miss Jason or do I miss the companionship?
Even through the insults and yelling and hitting someone was still paying attention to me.

A few years ago I helped a friend who went through one of these relationships, I kept thinking to myself that will never be me.
I told myself to learn from that situation, but I didnt.  The first time he hit me, I tried to get out.  I fell for his apologies.  I knew it would never be the same.  But i stayed.  The second time after he beat me up, broke my computer, we had to get broken apart by his roommate I stayed.  The Third time when he took my mirror off my car as i fled scared for my life, i stayed.  The fourth time when he stripped me out of my car and threw me around his back yard, I stayed.  The fifth time after he beat me bloody on my birthday, I stayed.  WHY? why did I stay.

Because I loved him.

It is so tough for me to admit that I'm so weak.
During this time I took out my anger on friends, on my game.  I yelled and screamed at people who didnt deserve it.
I am not that person.  I wont be anymore.  I am strong and always have been.

Sunday he will be gone.  One of my best friends is moving in.
I will move on.
Its just tough now.  so tough
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Mar. 17th, 2008 @ 07:59 pm Update
Wow its been awhile

well here is my update.

I'm enjoying life, been with Jason for 9 months, its been great.
He is a very nice guy couldnt ask for more.

Still working at Citizens just passed the 8 year mark, officially the longest ive been at a job surpassing the 7 years at CVS and 7 summers at Rocky Point (they overlapped im not that old)

Living on the East side of Providence I like my apartment its nice.

Game is going great dispite the cesspool that GOWbN has become.
My game is growing and I personally think i have the best players in my game right now.
I have many friends around the org so its not all a cesspool but most of the garou world can kiss my ass.

Im pissed off that Obama is going to win, I wanted Hillary.  I was excited about the prospect of Obama in 2004 but he hasnt done anything.  He has nothing behind his words.  I cant get behind the speech giver. I have this feeling im being led along quietly with catch phrases like Change and Believe.  Hillary is well Hillary we know what we will get with her.  Obama I fear may be our countrys worst decision ever.
Hope Im wrong

well thats it for now Ill try and update more often
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Oct. 29th, 2007 @ 12:33 am REDSOX WS CHAMPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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Aug. 8th, 2007 @ 06:51 am Update? not really
So my work no longer allows LJ to be accessed.
So I'll try and update at some point from home.

:)(
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Aug. 8th, 2007 @ 06:50 am Revenge?
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Jul. 11th, 2007 @ 08:12 am Ugh!
Last thing I needed was to get sick.
I can't hear out of one of my ears, my throat feels like shit, and my nose has started acting up.
And I have a slight headache.

sitting in this cube in bad air conditioning and horrible lighting doesn't help either.

I hope I'm better for the weekend I have a softball tournament I am looking forward to.
I'm playing so much better.

6 at bats 6 hits this Sunday.
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Jul. 9th, 2007 @ 11:15 am Sophie

Found out this weekend that my childhood dog did indeed pass away.
She had been living with an older woman in New Hampshire for the past five years.

We got this dog when I was 12.
She died at 18, thats a long life for a beagle.

She was a big part of my pre and teenage years.  I miss having a dog sometimes, and sometimes I'm glad I dont have one.

She was a great friend, used to run miles with me when I trained for track.  Used to watch movies with me when noone else was around to.

She was a Pest as well.

I will miss my dog. 

RIP Sophie

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Jul. 8th, 2007 @ 08:38 pm Busy
Busy means Busy
Busy does not mean avoidance.

I understand people miss me.
I understand its a good thing to be missed and its not their fault.

Two Jobs
A game to run
Softball, Bowling
Sick Mom
Cats
Trying to get enough sleep
New Boyfriend
Trying to unpack an apartment.
keeping said apartment clean
Rest of the Family

I understand my friends are getting the bum rap.
But it certainlly doesn't mean you are meaningless to me.
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Jul. 5th, 2007 @ 08:41 am Redsox
Forgot to mention.

After listening to all the yankee fans telling us they would be back in first by July 4th, it feels really good that the sox are 12 games up on July 5th.


:)
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Jul. 5th, 2007 @ 07:54 am Well Well
Well the Mini weekend is over (one day).

Tuesday night was the annual 3rd of July party in Gaspee Point.  I had a good time.  Made Mongolians for a bunch of people it was fun.  Got to see alot of friends I never get to see anymore.  Made me realize how much I've grown apart from alot of friends, mostly my married friends.  I had a good time though.  

Yesterday I spent the whole day with Jason, it was really nice.  We hung out most of the day.  Saw Transformers at night.  What an awesome movie.  I don't think I have ever been into a movie like that in a long time.  I actually said a couple of things out loud during the movie.  "don't do that idiot".  That just tells you how much I was into it, cause I never talk during movies.  

The main kid, Sam, was really really good.  

Ive been playing alot of wow lately with Jason.  I switched one of my toons to his server and Ive been playing it.  Horde BE Hunter.  Got the Hunter to 41, only the second toon I have thats over 40.

Well thats about it,  Busy weekend planned.   Work Friday and Saturday, Softball scrimmage and practise on sunday.
Should be fun.
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Jun. 27th, 2007 @ 10:17 am New Phone
Yey I got a new phone :)

Expensive but oh well, I deserve a treat, and the second job covers it.

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Jun. 24th, 2007 @ 05:19 pm pic


I've never look good in pics,
I'm in amazement that he took such good pictures
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Jun. 24th, 2007 @ 11:04 am New Pics
Check out the new Pics Jason took of me.
Nifty B&W ones

http://www.myspace.com/thegr81mikal 
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Jun. 22nd, 2007 @ 08:50 am Update
I havent Updated in a long time and I think its about time I do.

Life has beeen extreamlly busy lately.  Between, Game, Both Jobs, Pride, Moving my job, Moving my apartment, Softball, Family, Birthday, and Friends its been a little overwhelming.

I made it throught the crazy begining of June though.  Now things can start to settle down a bit, hopefully.
Well lets give an update on each of those things I mentioned

Game:  It has been going well, Hoping to get the forums up an running again.  The game is stale without them.  I sent an email to my webmistress today.  I'm thinking about asking the web host to bring me back to day 1 and see if I can replicate what I built before, this time gathering advise on how to safe guard it from what ever happened before.
I think I'm going to do this the first week of July if I don't hear back from my web misstress (no reason to believe I won't just looking after the game).

Job A: Citizens has been a little crazy lately to add to the hetic feeling I have.  I really do enjoy the job more now then I have the past few years.  Its gotten better, just recently been a little crazy.  Its almost crazy in a good way though.  I realized that this Job is now officially the longest I have been at a job.  It's weird, and it has gone by really fast.  February it will be 8 years.

Job B: I still love tending bar, its alot of fun.  I onyl work three shifts a week but on average have been pulling down good money.  This job is pretty much paying for my rent.  Its definitly a nice add.

Pride:  Pride was insane.  I had alot of fun at times and no fun at all other times.  The club was crazy.  I believe the word was we broke the 4000 mark.  Thats just insane.  The whole street was loaded.  I was on the downstairs bar from 7-3.  I was crazy busy the entire time except for about a half hour while the parade was going by.  There was some idiot at my bar all night yelling at me.  He claimed I took his bag for him and put it behind the bar.  I was thinking perhaps he did I was so busy, maybe thats why I dont remember the bag nor this guy.  I searched all the cabinets around me and found no bag.  The guy was furiious.  He said no you took the bag and put it at the other end of the bar.  I said, Why would I do that?  Nevermind I checked those cabinets too.  No bag.  Sure you didnt leave it on another floor?  No I gave it to you.  You took my bag, and now you're stealing it.  I choose to ignore him thinking he was delusional.  He proceded to yell at me the whole time and even had his friends yell at me.  Finally after like 45 minutes of getting yelled at Paul appeared.  I grabbed Paul and had him talk to the guy.  Paul searched the cabinets twice and couldnt find the bag.  He then decided to search the other two floors even though the guy swore it wa me and I must have threw it out.  Well turns out Paul finds the guys bag on the third floor.  The douche bag apologized to me after Rob made him.  It kind of dampened my whole night, but oh well.

Moving My Citizens Job:  I definitly like the Cranston Building better, simply because I am away from the International team.  No more fixing peoples printers, or monitors, or setting up their new pc.  The distance definitly is a reason why my job is nicer.

Moving My apartment:  Well Im still not even close to being unpacked but I love the apartment.  I'm so excited to be living where I am living.  Walking distance to great resturants.  A park across the street I can just go sit in and relax.  Its very nice.

Softball:  This has been going very well.  My team is undefeated and I have been playing very well.  I'm still a little concerned over playing time and the number of players on the team, but I guess we will find out if that remains an issue.  If it does Im going to jump ship to a different team.  Rob doesnt want me to and thinks I'll be fine but im skeptical.

Family: all seems well.  My dad has been annoying me with lectures lately.  He is on one of those kicks, and usually is everytime I move.  My mom is doing well, and preparing for the surgery again to instal a pacemaker and difibulator.  Hopefully things go better this time.  My sisters are both well.  Sherry is finally taking Elliot back, yey return to owning only one cat.

Birthday: My birthday was nice, nothing really special.  Had a few drinks.  Overall it was nice and subdued.  It is weird saying I'm 30.  But I'll get used to it eventually.

Friends:  Friends are getting the bum rap with all this business.  I'm looking forward to July 3rd to see some of my older friends.  Hopefully I dont get asked to work that night.  I probably will take the shift as its really good moeny, but Im not gonna go asking for it.

Finally:

Love Life:  I have met a great guy, his name is Jason.   I have had a woderful time with him.  He's alot different then most of the guys I have been dating.  I really like him alot and really hope things work out.  It doesnt hurt that he is extreamlly cute and sexy.  I'm trying to get a picture of us together and I'll post it soon.  Last night we went to a Japaenese resturant in Wayland Square.  I had the best time with him, experimenting with Sushi and just chatting.  

OK thats it  crazy long update over.
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Jun. 18th, 2007 @ 06:36 pm Rocket 2057
http://www.boston.com/sports/baseball/redsox/extras/extra_bases/2007/06/must_see_clemen.html

Hilarious
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Jun. 14th, 2007 @ 07:50 am (no subject)
Mike's Past Lives


 VVV 
327 BC: A corrupt politician
 
1493 AD: A knight
 
1881 AD: A military general
 
'What were you in your past lives?' at QuizGalaxy.com

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Jun. 5th, 2007 @ 03:05 pm hmmmmmmmmm
There is a really cute guy that works in my cafeteria
and he just walked through my department in his gym clothes

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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Jun. 4th, 2007 @ 09:55 am Update
I haven't updated in awhile so here it goes,

I have moved officially, well not completely.
I now live on the East Side of Providence - Fox point area.
I love my new apartment, its beautiful and very close to the bar, 
which is always good when I leave work at like 3:30 in the morning.

The Cats are still at the old apartment.  I havent decided when I'm moving them.
I want to setup some of the apartment first.
I'm doing most of that tonight before karaoke.

Yesterday I hurt my hand playing softball.  
Its my glove hand.
I knew it was stinging everytime I caught the ball but I didnt think it wa this bad.
The bruise goes through my hand.
Its on both sides
it hurts to move it, but I can move it.

Game went well on Saturday, despite me being on 2 hours sleep and haven moved that morning.
some funny stuff happened, always good.
they captured my annoying pixie though.  hmmmm must free her.

My guy offically moved out of Providence.
This is a very sad thing
But Im getting over it.
I think he's coming this saturday for my b-day.  
I'm not sure though.

Today is 10 Months not smoking

hmm think thats all for now.
I might update later if I feel inspired to do so
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May. 24th, 2007 @ 11:20 am Update

I need to find someone who can take a bunch of pictures of me and not make me look retarded.
I can't take pictures without looking stupid.
I need someone to be tough and yell at me like Im a needs a sandwich model.
Someone has to be up for the challenge.

Bartending has been great, Last night I had to jump between 2 floors on two seperate bars.
It was a little stressfull but I made it.

Next week is the big move week, I was smart enough to take it off.

Everyone keeps talking about LOST.  I havent seen it yet.  Thank god for headphones.

I'll update about my trip to Virginia a bit later.

This is the last weekend I have with Mike.  He will be here for my b-day as kind of the last hurrah before he goes on vacation to vegas and moves to Baltimore.  I'm going to miss him.

well thats it for now

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